royal: my dear

haze

lazy/tired

treasure

mörke natt

please

missing

cover me

seven days

reveal

beautiful

glitter

(to) love

 

haze

drowning in myself my pain
confused
nothing seems to make any sense at all
it's all unreal
too far too tall

my eyes blur and i can't see
what your purpose
of my life should be

take my hand
please lead me
so that grace will reappear for me

to deserve the grace to deserve the life
it's not my work
it's all your love
that gives a sinner a new chance to receive
please help me God please help me to believe
i don't want to be but still i want to be

 

lazy / tired

lazy tired being bored
i'm blaming others for my own state
just waiting for my brother to come
gently to serve my soul as he
bows before my feet just thirsty
waiting hoping willing just to
serve and feed and serve and feed
helping me to breathe
helping me

i close my eyes
i try to close my eyes
but something makes me see that you have
more for me in life


oh father
open up our eyes
i know that you can change a wretch like me
despite these lies

father
wonderful and bright
as children of your light we ought to
have you in our sight

 

 treasure

a heart is a treasure
cause he's it's creator
love is his face
i tried to hide it
i could not feed it
feed it alone
he gave me
you

it's so pure
it's scaring
me
we can't trust our humanity
but he can make this last for ever

 

 mörke natt

mörke natt
stille grav
du ble lagt der etter alles krav
kom til jord
ble vår venn
tente håp på ny igjen
vi skal få se deg som du er
men först önske andre velkommen der

we all know there's a better place to be

 

please

tomme hender fulle av sår
den uskyldige tassen blir vårt svarte får
vi iaktar dem skriker etter hjelp
men har nok med oss selv vår konto vår steik
våre små vokser opp
for tro at vi elsker ha elsker få
en besettende trang til ta og föle på
vi godtar det massene sier
og det de vil ha

God
please
take it away
this is so much more than i can bare

 

missing

if i had the chance to see
that you are really here
and if i had the chance to place my finger in your side
i would put my faith in you
and give up all these doubts

if i had the opportunity
to realize you love me
and if you heal the wounded ones
and make wars disappear
i would put my faith in you
not trusting human science
i just don't know
i just do know
i've been missing something else
god do you understand
god you help me understand
god i know you understand

 

cover me

the snake hides everywhere
he seems to hide in everything
the devil's not knowing servants
help me please help me
this place is full of traps
that i tend to be caught to
help me help me focus on your love to me
acting like you told us to
cover cover me
this place is full of screens
that want my poor attention
i want to serve you
but someting makes me reject

 

seven days

seven days a week filled with emptiness
slowly makes me speak and act
like i should not do

i long for something more
i long

could you ever make me see
what i'm supposed to be
just to make my life complete
just to make

whoever you are
could you please reach out some hand
in case i'm not able to stand
alone anymore in space

grace offers me some peace
i'd like to see you
could you ever make me see
what i'm supposed to be
just to make my life complete
just to make me see (you)

 

reveal

let me down if you want to
curse and mock me as you want
if that's what you really want
if that's what you feel like
you surely don't feel the same way
as you pretend to act like
cursed mocked and despised
but still he cares and loves
our only friend that we can trust
oh Jesus make me think again
uh uh search for
uh uh what hides
outside of your empty little shell

 

beautiful

my dear my friend
beautiful
so completely
wonderful
much more than a man
could be hoping for
to create
beautiful

 

glitter

seeming calm
satisfied
happy always smiling faces
haunting gods ease the greed
trapped in this consumption circle
haunting gold ease the greed
sell your opinions buy respect

try to please
try to fit in
it's easy to love
your handsome rich friend

 

(to) love

another night
another friend
just passed me by
again this pain
taking part of the pain
seems to be temporary
i know i'll fool myself
again
no one will ever know
but time will show
that i will never be myself again

he doesn't love
he only loves
and i just do to please
again
trying to fool myself
successfully
democrazy claims to be so natural
always exciting good
always good
i'm feeling
naked
poor
left